In the moment.

So, as I am approaching my birthday. YAAAAAY!!! The big 2-7. Sorry I am still like a little kid. I love birthday's, because I know that there will be cake and everyone who knows me knows that cake makes me happy.

Now on to my original point. Living in the moment. I have for years struggled to live in the moment, as an artist it is extremely important to be able to live in the moment. However, I have realized that in as much as I am an artist I am also an intellectual who likes to look ahead or behind and analyze everything. Recently I have realized that this is causing me an extreme amount of stress. I think about things that have happened or run through scenerios that could happen and then I totally freak myself out. So my goal for this new year...Yes, new year mine is the same time every year...July24th. :-). Anyway my goal for the new year is to work on living in the moment. Enjoy that moment that I am in right then. Right now, and right now I am extremely sleepy.

I have also decided to begin to use this blog as my weight loss diary. I think people should understand what a person goes through when they are making such and great change in their lives and the rollercoaster that is it; emotionally, physically and psychologically. Feel free to keep reading on friends. Oh and Shaaaaare witcha friends. LOL

Ambandenva