Diary of a Fat Black Girl 5

So I have decided that it would be really cool to participate in Miss F.A.T. I have run it past a few people and I think that I have a pretty good chance, except that I am short, but that is what super high heels are for. I have the weight and the personality for the job. Funny thing is, when I brought it up to some family members they were like why would you do that, why don't you just lose weight and participate in regular pagents. That super hurt my feelings. This is how I know that people really see me as only a fat girl. The worst part is that that is family. Yet another set back on the road to self esteem land.

Denva